- March 4th, 19:31
I remember you told me, are you ready to be a step mother? Or maybe even a mother?
But I'm still speechless, and I can't even express how I feel, not even here. I don't know. What if, when you are gone, I'll have maybe 20 years without you. I'm thinking of the future, even though it is a very scary thought. Hypothetical. Maybe 20 years without you, without someone to remember you by. Why did you have to say that to me, bring that up in the car today. If it isn't you, I don't want anyone. I didn't want anyone to begin with, but I was lead to you.